More than sometimes, I feel like I am lost. I am not sure where I am headed or wether or not I am on the right path, down the right road. Or if I am just on some little dirt path that lets me see the road, but keeps me headed in the wrong direction.
With all the hours I work, I wonder if The GF is not so much getting tired of me not being here, but just getting bored waiting for me to be here for her. If our age difference weren't so large, I would be able to handle it better I think. With me being so much older, I really dont know. I don't want her to leave, I dont want her to be bored with me. I want to be with her. I am just afraid that she's going to realize that she doesn't want to be with me anymore, even when she says thats not the cast.
OK. Enough bean spilling.
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